Sunday, July 12, 2009

So grateful and feeling little guilty.

I caht with these ladies online, we have all talked to eachother throughout our pregnancy and now about our babies, and I look at my beuatilful perfect daugher and am so happy while I read about these ladies and the things that are wrong with their baby, the fussy spitting up of acid reflux, hating the bouncer, or worse, failing the hearing test, having been born premature and just now going to get to leave NICU if they get the oxygen home on time, and how they have to use a colostomy bag... and here is this little angle sleeping in her bouncer at my feet. And there are times when she is 'fussy' cause she has a bad gas bubble or a wet diaper or needs to poop and when I cant help the pooping or the burping and she cries cause its uncomfy i get a bit frustrated and then I have to remind myself how lucky I am and how even and sweet tempered she really is. And then she usually burps or poops and plops off to sleep.

only when we are at sada's and I am trying to eat with chopsticks and they have no restroom there  you have to go out to the arcade is she really upset :P


  1. I totally agree with you - I can't imagine having to go through some of the things other people do! Especially NICU, and for so many months (in Heather's case). That would be so difficult. I'm so glad her little boy is coming home tomorrow.

    Loving Amelia's purple lipstick btw ;)

  2. the purple is from the gentian violet to make sure she doesnt get thrush while on my antibiotics :)